"... and I don't think it's my job anyway, to be the perfect person, that says the perfect things, that holds somebody else in the perfect place at all times, and sure, I don't want to hurt somebody's feelings, but when I don't feel good, I don't have access to things that make other people feel good....I've decided that I'm going to stop this chain of pain and I'm gonna stop it right now, and I'm going to start by not regretting something that I can't take back. I can't move back into that time and suck that back and zap it from
herhis memory.And so, I can't take it back, and I can't change that but I can move myself into a more general place by acknowledging that I am not a bad person, I was just doing the best that I can do, as I was moving along, and maybe it wasn't that good and wasn't that bad either." - Abraham Hicks
My mother insulted my boyfriend, and I told him about it, and he confronted her. I hate confrontations, I refuse to engage in them, but this one I could not avoid. So, now my mom's hurt and my boyfriend feels like I didn't step up. But shit, he said what he had to say to my mother, and now my mom knows, she can't go around putting people down and calling them a low life just because they don't do what you want them to do on your time schedule. I, on the other hand, refuse to be put in the middle and to deal with this stuff any longer. I want to feel good too.
9:28 A.M. - 09/17/2015