The last time I wrote here was back in 2020.
Can I tell you how life has changed? He is in rehab. I don't know if I ever mentioned it, but his drug was dope. Heroin. I could never fully wrap my head around how people can become addicts, and then a vision from God brought me the image of myself. Not only did I see myself in that though, but I saw food. Well played God, well played. I've always known that food was my kryptonite. It brought me through a lot of bad feelings and it also helped me bond with the people I loved the most. It helped me not to feel pain. So how can I not understand how drugs aren't addictive? Heroin, like any other drug takes away pain and you're on Planet dopamine 10,000 galaxies away. And what happens when you don't eat? Your stomach talks. Maybe it even hurts. You gave a wave of nausea. It just doesn't feel good. So now we know what happens to drug addicts.
Don't get me wrong. I don't condone addiction in any form. Too much of anything is bad for you. Hell, too much water, wine, or coffee can kill you. Anything else falls in the same category. I just understand so much better. I'm also trying some intermittent fasting and extended fasting. Trying to change my relationship with food a little, or a lot. I just realize through all of this that I always knew what to do, I just wanted not to have to do it.
3:51 P.M. - 02/11/2021